It’s Saturday morning again! I woke up at 8am and decided to tell the gal about our secret. I wrote to her on one of the networking sites. I told her about everything. Putting myself in her shoes, I know she’s going to get upset and I know I am selfish but I want to do something for myself. I have admitted to her that I was pissed and that was the reason why I wrote to her. It was not because I wanted her to payback my losses. I never did felt this way before! Am I really sad or just disappointed?! Or it was mainly because I have lost the habitual which I have been hanging on to ever since my last breakdown. I did not tear. I am feeling lost and confused! Am I going be glad if their split was mainly because of me? I really don’t know! I just want to be myself. Someone who’s brave and fill with self-confidence! I just want to lead a simple life!
